Thoughts still bother me

Helen Index :6
Mood        :OK

Things seem to be getting better , but why then do thoughts of giving it all up and take my life still hover in the background of my mind. It can happen any time, I will be in the car just looking out and then these thoughts just slam in to my current thoughts. I cope but I wish things would not keep hitting me.

Worried.

Helen Index : 6
Mood        : Low and worried

What I am worried about I don't quite know, things just seem to get on top of me. Like the import of the car.. I do wonder if it will last long enough to get it imported.. or where the glass will stay in the windows while the putty runs down the window frames.

I just need to take things slowly and hope that it will get better..