We have been very busy the last month. When I am busy doing things I don't feel that bad. In fact I have been feeling quite good a lot of the time. But then, for no real resean I get these feelings come over me, feelings of depression and the thoughts of taking my own life are there again. Not strong, but there in the back of my mind. Some of it is due to my lack of Spanish communication ability, others to just the way I am.
Helen Index :6
Mood :Good
A big problem at the moment is money, we have some but it seems to be going quite quickly at the moment, we need to start getting some coming in, if we don't then this may all fall apart and I am not sure how I will cope with going back to the UK. Although I d wonder if I can cope here as well.
Oh well time for bed..
