Its a new year and it seems to have started with a low. Why is it that the my life seems to be run by my low times - those times when my stomach seems to knot up and all I want to do is hide.
Helen Index : 5
Mood : Changeable
Also at this moment it seems that my temper is starting to get uncontrolled at times, I can just lose it with out much precaution. these are uncertain times and I don't archly know what corces it.
Do you know what is the most annoying thing - Someone asking "Why do I feel Down" - most of the time I don't know or there is not one thing that seem to be connected to it. Yes I am worried about money, and I have been here in La Palma for almost a year. No I am not home sick, well not that much. But in the past two attempts to start a new life in another country, it has started to go bad after a year, and only lasted 2 years. I like the type of life that is possible here, having a house and land, that would just not be possible back in the UK. Also the money is running out fast and we only have just enough to eat coming in (and that is only 10 months of the year).
Oh well must go have to get ready to go the Garifa to collect paperwork...
