What a week this has been - It seems to have consisted of never ending clearing and packing interspersed with trips to the dump or shopping. The main good thing I can say about it is that I have felt a lot better in the mornings. With Theresa home I don't dread getting up and facing a day on my own. That has not stopped the feelings of self harm and suicide creeping in now and again, but it is still only thoughts and feelings - no action.
I would not say that we are completely ready for the move next week but we are as ready as we can be... What the future holds for me I don't know, what I will do with my life, I am not sure.
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