Yesterday was a strange day as I spent a large part of it in work with Theresa - ok so I was made redundant. They needed to pick my brains regarding load testing (something I had been doing quite a bit of in the last year of working there), they had brought in an external company to do some testing on a new function and the guy needed some information.
By the end of the day I had ended up putting in a quote for about 3 weeks work to document some of the stuff that I had done before and update some of the scripts etc. Wow the first chance to do some contract work! Funny I seem to be feeling a bit better because of this....
As to other things all seems to be going ok, as long as I don't get too bogged down in thinking and worrying about moving La Palma.
For now I am sitting here waiting to here about the contract and trying to keep busy..
This Blog is a journal of my journey from depression and suicide hopefully to a better life as an artist. Over the last 6 years I have been in psychiatric hospitals 3 times - once after a suicide attempted 6 years ago and then twice in the last 3 months. The last time was after a small overdose, followed by an attempted to slash my wrist in hospital and then an attempted at strangling my self using the bandage from my wrist. (I was on suicide watch at the time as well).
Who Am I
- Helen Of Pern
- La Palma Canary Islands, Spain
- A 40 somthing aspiring artist, who has spent most of her life as someone else.
Helen Index Explained
- 0 = Very Very Happy (this is an unnatral state)
- 1 = Very Happy
- 2 = Happy Normal state for most pepole
- 3 = Feel ok - nutral
- 4 = Down but ok
- 5 = Thoughts of Suiside once or twice a week
- 6 = Thoughts of Suiside once or Twice a Day
- 7 = Start Planing Suiside, Hide feelings from others
- 8 = Planing continues, start implimentation
- 9 = Self harm
- 10 = Atempt Suiside
Fun with photoshop
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